When Being Ignored....

How rude, when you call a person and instead of picking up they completely ignore you call like they never got it, and don't even call back to apologize. It is one thing to do that to an unusual or suspicious number, but to actually do that to someone you are more than familiar with is complete rude, and it pisses me off to no end. While it may be true that not all my conversations on the phone are important or considered an emergency, but what if one day it really is? Will you ignore it just because you THOUGHT it was not important? Do I not matter? I am not one to normally get ticked off from this sort of insignificant thing, but in this situation it just makes me feel un-loved. T_T

While it maybe true that I could of called at a bad time, or you were busy, I am sure that everyone checks there phone every once in a while, and when they do, DON'T just ignore those missed calls! Maybe it is something I wanted to say, maybe I feel like crap and I need some comforting, don't just assume that something is okay.

Unrelated note,

Did the doodle/sketching thing that Cam has going on, today's theme was picked by me. It is "Victorian" in regards to my name, and this picture is what I came up with today.

I was thinking Irene Adler when I drew this because of the era, the fact that I am obsessed with Sherlock Holmes books, series, and movies, and that she is that type of cunning woman that is smart, nimble, and can even best the greatest detective, even if he is a fictional character. <3

~Vic Ryuu

After my first day

OH MY MOTHER FATHER SISTER BROTHER, IT HURTS!! Everything burns and aches and everything is sore and I don't want anyone to touch me. I guess that is a tell tale sign that I really haven't been working out that much before because I am hurtingggggg. T^T

It aches when I try to lift my arm just to scratch my neck. I know it suppose to be no pain no gain, but when the pain is like this oh my.... If I don't see results I am gonna find the people who started that saying and shove a sock in their mouth. Ahuhu. I tried to work out more today but my muscle is like spazzing like crazy, but at the same time... my absss.... I will gain you soon! Talk to my friend J.N. earlier and she is a petite girl with flat abs, I asked her a long time ago and she said it was due to gung fu. Damn I wish my mom let me do gung fu when I was younger, it is such a valuable skill to have and the benefit is washboard abs and a punch to be proud of. She also told me a funny trick she did to motivate herself. "I printed out a picture of a very sexy nice bodied anime girl and stared at her body while doing crunches" When I heard it I was like, "that is actually a very good motivation, so just at first I stared at my computer screen with a sexy anime chick, it was weird at first but I thought to myself, 'it's good motivation! RAWRRR ABSSSS!!!'

btw this is the picture


THAT IS MY GOAL!!!! she isn't real but damnnnnn!!! T^T why can't we just be born with fabulous amazing bodies? But instead we need to work for it, and now I have to stare and be jealous of her figure and work my ass of to hopefully have a body that looks like that! ahuhu.

Will update more tomorrow. gnite peoplez~ it's 2:00 am

~Vic RyuuCho <3