After my first day

OH MY MOTHER FATHER SISTER BROTHER, IT HURTS!! Everything burns and aches and everything is sore and I don't want anyone to touch me. I guess that is a tell tale sign that I really haven't been working out that much before because I am hurtingggggg. T^T

It aches when I try to lift my arm just to scratch my neck. I know it suppose to be no pain no gain, but when the pain is like this oh my.... If I don't see results I am gonna find the people who started that saying and shove a sock in their mouth. Ahuhu. I tried to work out more today but my muscle is like spazzing like crazy, but at the same time... my absss.... I will gain you soon! Talk to my friend J.N. earlier and she is a petite girl with flat abs, I asked her a long time ago and she said it was due to gung fu. Damn I wish my mom let me do gung fu when I was younger, it is such a valuable skill to have and the benefit is washboard abs and a punch to be proud of. She also told me a funny trick she did to motivate herself. "I printed out a picture of a very sexy nice bodied anime girl and stared at her body while doing crunches" When I heard it I was like, "that is actually a very good motivation, so just at first I stared at my computer screen with a sexy anime chick, it was weird at first but I thought to myself, 'it's good motivation! RAWRRR ABSSSS!!!'

btw this is the picture


THAT IS MY GOAL!!!! she isn't real but damnnnnn!!! T^T why can't we just be born with fabulous amazing bodies? But instead we need to work for it, and now I have to stare and be jealous of her figure and work my ass of to hopefully have a body that looks like that! ahuhu.

Will update more tomorrow. gnite peoplez~ it's 2:00 am

~Vic RyuuCho <3

The year 2012; my goal, to rock a bikini in the summer!

Every year we make those resolutions, but few of us actually go through and stick to those resolutions, and while I can not make any promises to anyone except myself, I have decided that this is the year that I will be sure to have a rocking body to look good in a bikini. If you know me at all, don't say anything like "you don't need to lose weight because you look skinny" SHUSH! It only APPEARS like that because of how I wear my clothes (plus i'm cheating cause I'm flexing my abdominal muscles.

Current weight : 125 lbs

Height: 5'5"

Before you guys say anything like it is normal for me to be at that weight because of my height, I completely agree because it is true, and my doctor says the same. My goal really isn't about losing weight, but toning the muscles and looking more slender in the process. I understand that when working out muscle weight comes into play so yea. My goal isn't to end up looking like a runway model that has clothes "hanging on them" but to have a swimsuit model's body, muscle, tone, boobs and butt. xD haha

Right now I am trying my best to eat more fruits and veggies to keep my tummy full with good stuff instead of junk food or cooking a bigger meal when I get hungry. I was never very much a snack person, but I learned from a couple of people that snacking actually keeps the metabolism up which can help with diets.

Recently I started taking vitamins again because I really don't get enough nutrients from food, or sometimes I lack it because I haven't had the time to get fish for a while or something, which equals no omega 3 fatty acid. :(

~V (Ryuu)

Restlessness

Every get that feeling of Restlessness, where the heart refuses to calm down? Not like a heart attack< omg scary, but just the feeling of excitement that keeps a person awake, like drinking a little too much coffee. Anyways, trying to keep myself in a relative state of relaxation by drawing, but I can't stop moving. I got a shot of adrenaline, and I might just end up working out so I will get tired. Sounds good since I should be working out more often anyways, but that's not the problem. The problem is it is 2:00 am and I can't sleep because of this pumped up feeling. Haha.

Anyways, recently I feel as if I have run out of music, and I am hitting the repeat button for my playlist more than usual, so to solve my problem, I've been going around my buddy list of friends to ask them what they are listening to, like what artist and song that they are favoring for the day. week, or whatever. I am getting some really good ones, all different varieties, and I am loving it. I feel like those youtube videos of guys asking people on the street, "What song are you listening to?"

If you don't know what I am talking about, here is a link to it,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvHRUY0tBcs

Yuh, sorry you can't click on it, I haven't really discovered how to do that yet.

Does anyone know how to add a video post on the actual blog post? Since I am a noob at this blogging thing, I need some help. I feel like I should know how to do it, since Xanga was suppose to teach you stuff like this when people still used it, but I completely forgot how to do all the fancy stuff. Meh anyways, hope someone will respond to this question. xD

~V

Hopeless romantics

I just finished watching the latest episode of White Collar, and OMG Neal Caffrey, you make girls wonder if we can find men that can swoon us like that~(very hard to find since he is a fictional character played by Matt Bomer) but still...What ever happened to the guys who are hopeless romantics? The ones who leave roses for the girl to find accidentally. Is Chivalry really dead or is there still gentlemen out there who still know how to treat a lady correctly? By correctly no not the crappy phony stuff as in praise and flatter the female in hopes of getting into their bed, but the ones who would sweep a girl off their feet and swear their undying love and affection to them. I guess to the modern day bachelor "undying love and affection" is TOO much to ask for because a guy has SOOO many other things going on for them, such as games, or hanging out with their bros. (So much for bros over hoes) To those guys that actually have that type of mindset, keep it up and you'll end your lonely nights with just your hand down your pants as company. ^_^

(P.S. Even though I complain about guys, it's more like to the mass of rude never grown up type of guys, and I still <3 Mine even if he is sort of a dork sometimes)

Almost February, MY month. Hahah, I like to claim it for myself. lol, I just feel like in February I have a lot more good things happen to me. Mostly because usually Chinese New Year is around February, Valentines is on the 14th and my birthday is at the end of the month. Party!!! Hope that even though I've moved to San Diego, I will still be able to celebrate in a big way here~ Here's to hoping that my guy will make me happy on valentines day or my B-day~ <3 xD

Happy Chinese New Year, save the money you get for something nice, or school if you need to pay off tuition or something.

Eating at the Library

So there is this dude sitting next to me in the library and Ugh... I really don't like it when people eat at the Library, mainly because it gets everywhere, like on the books they are reading to the keyboard they are typing on. ESPECIALLY when that food item is Cheetos chips. I know that it is not really my business when it comes to people in the library, but I feel like it is so disrespectful because it makes such a big mess and people have to listen to them munching away loudly. Now he takes out his cell phone and proceeds to talk on the phone?! How rude! If this continues for a ridiculously long time, I think I am going to yell at him. -___-'No courtesy at all.